musedamused:

I love this.

missworld:

I’m only gonna say this once, not out of fear or rage, just saying that I’m not playing around with you or you or any of you.

I’m gonna find the space I need to find out just who I am, what I like, how many things and people I want, need, have to have in my life.

I may color my hair and dye until it falls out, play dead and spy on myself. I may talk to myself and I may answer back. I may post a million videos of my favorite singer. I just might listen to all female musicians. It doesn’t make me one thing or another and I’m certainly not gonna defend myself to you. Or you. Or you.

It’s okay.

I’m just looking.

And the minute I thought - If everyone is looking at their own ass, making sure it’s not fat, who is actually looking at yours? - I knew it was all a lie.

It’s okay that I’m here. I’m not trying to threaten you, that’s not my objective. I’m trying to see how far I can go, how far I can get out there so that when I come back to myself, I’ll know what I need, what I said, what I can do and have done.

I am starting to love myself and I’m even starting to love you, the world that I used to hate so fucking much because I listened too hard to IT, THEM, THEY.

If you don’t know who THEY are, then who the fuck cares.

If you can’t see them, then who cares?

Don’t judge me by what I wear, what I post, how many times I say, “Fuck” or how few. I am not afraid, not not afraid of you. I know you might be afraid of me but that’s the point. It’s time for me and my time to be, to trade my chains for wings and to fly out there. I’ll be back, a boomerang of intensity.

And I’ll bring back gifts for everyone. They will be me.